still thinking. and thinking. when i am going to shake off that feeling? rather, i feel i am more crazy than relaxed. everytime when i think of him, i would wonder why. yet, thinking of him makes me feel that im not alone. should i let go or hang in there? i wan to continue. forever. but people ask me to stop. i tried and i tried to forget. i cant do it. and i have decided. i never will. even though its impossible. i jus going to remember him. keep the best of his memories in my mind, and continue liking him. i thought, this is the best feeling i even got in my life, why do i wan to forget. meeting him is the happiest thing in my life, though it has ended. like wad trainer shaikh says, :"happy things always come to an end. but dont be sad, cos it happened." and i will nvr forget who is he.
and should i meet him in the future or not, i wont protest and it is up to heaven to decide. cos i have decided to keep his best memories in my heart.