from now on, i started a complete new blog to delete away everything from the past. what matters is what happen in the future.

i had the most fun every in my life in the Edventure Camp. never i know its so much fun and little i expected, teach me more things i ever ask for. teamwork and coordination. we even done it as the whole class. though very dirty, what makes us feel is that teamwork is not abt a leader, its abt the group. and whats it feels impossible, always try. u never know. During the Jetty Jump, i was stopped by my worst fear : the fear of water. whats more, its seawater we are jumping into.
Trainer : 3, 2, 1 JUMP !
Me : No NO im scared !
Trainer : ok lets try again. 3, 2, 1 JUMP!
i thought, this is once in a lifetime. we could never do this again. i jumped. this is when i feel the most merriment in my life. i felt peace like never before. i learnt tat, even in other ppl's eyes u are a loser, what matters most is how u look at urself. do u think u are a failure or winner? believe in urself. the thing u need most is the trust and sense of pride in urself. also, anyone can make a difference. shock to say, its actually the bookworms in our class who is doing the best in this camp. they can do it, why cant we? its not that we cant, we never did try it. all we do is blame it on others.

i know probably i spent the most of my camp time crazed abt hats. maybe i shld jus let go and forget. its never going to happen again. he is never going to reappear before me and say hi. jus think of wads the best of him the last time and forget. and never dig the memory out again.

** i also will always remember wad my trainer say - happy things always come to an end. But dont be sad, cos it happened.